He was my friend, philosopher, guide, lover, even guardian sometimes. He was my happiness, sadness, excitement, surprise and even fear.
He was the sun of my galaxy, my life revolved around him. My days started with him, ended with him. He seemed to be the force holding me to earth rather than gravity. He was my everything, realisation of this fact didn’t came easily to me but the day it came, I made it sure never to leave his side.
Life isn’t what you always decide. Still, it was my firm belief “if we have met there is definitely something special for us”. Everything was perfect with him, even things which could have irritated me at once, didn’t bothered me anymore. He was my knight in shining armour. I have never been more happy.
He cared for me like a father, loved me like lover, understood me like one of my school bestie, protected me like brother. What more do you expect from a guy ? Nothing, he was my ideal man.
Gradually, he was changing into someone whom I didn’t knew. Every virtue of his was now looking to be a vice but the fear of losing him was, much more than being with wrong person. My believe was firm, “things will be okay”.
One day he called and said sorry, for all that he did, I forgived, being happy like that little girl who gets her favourite toy back. It seemed things were perfect after such a long time. After somedays, he had to leave to meet his parents so I helped him with his packing.
Waiting for him to return, I was cooking for him, all the favorites of course, he knocked at the door. It seemed my heart leaped a beat or two, Today I was about to ask him about our marriage. I opened the door he came in, before I could say anything he said ” those people didn’t even let me say anything and forced me to accept the marriage proposal with a girl”. I saw the ring on finger.
I stood there quite and cold as the winter night, I asked him again if he was joking. He refused to it. I didn’t knew wat to do, wat to say. I just didn’t knew if I will be able to live without him. He just didn’t wanted me in his life anymore. He got a call from his wife, and was busy talking to her. With teared eyes I was looking at him. He didn’t bothered to even take a look.
My everything, belonged to someone else now and I can’t do anything about it. He decided suddenly to leave and move on. He was the sun of my life, soul of my body and as he left, he took away the spark from my life and soul from my body. My Everything turned me to nothing.
Have you ever loved someone so much that, after thier leaving it seems you have nothing left ? Comment below if you want to say anything.